So I try not to share to much about JoAnn because she has asked me not to. However tonight I am feeling as lonely as can be not because she is away from me but because she is my best friend. I find it funny so many parents are so worried in the beginning to let their child go. It is hard but worth it, in the end I know she gets to have memories with the people that love her that live so far away. She and I have lived a crazy existence. Not perfect by any sense of the word but it is ours. JoAnn spends her holidays and breaks with her family...our family. Radio has had us in many new places and shown us the beauty of places we would have never gone. It is a blessing. BUT...we've grown to depend on one another more then anything in this world. The longer she is away, the more I miss her. I long to find the job that is far enough but close enough to mom and dad that we will both be happy. I miss my family more then anything and honestly I get jealous that she gets to kick it with them. I know in less then 2 years we will be in Florida all of us. I made a promise to myself 3 years ago that in 5 years her and I would be in Florida. Even though I want it now, I know it will happen in time. Blessed be our future...and dammit Jojo come home! 4 more days!
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